Webale, Topistar.

I have looked so forward to my turn to blog- and yet, I dive into this at an almost complete loss for words. If I was abundant in words, I’m positive that they would still not do the experience justice.

I was told my life was about to be changed by this journey and I couldn’t grasp in what ways it might until the stories started piling up and my heart was broken– in the best possible way.

Instead of giving you the rundown of the day- as I’m sure you have read the others and have an idea of what has gone on- I am going to take you a little further into the experience of one child I have had the great priviledge to love. I think just a glimpse with me into what goes on, has gone on, and continues to go on in the lives of these children will be enough from me and mean more than any words I may have.

Topistar (pronounced more like Dopista) is a beautiful, intelligent, 12 year old girl that lives at Africa Greater Life Orphanage.

The day that we brought beds to Africa Greater Life, I met Topistar. She was patiently waiting for me as I was walking out of the girls’ dorm. When I rounded the corner, she tapped me on the shoulder to say in broken english (pretty much my favorite sound ever)… “Tonight… I get… to sleep. Thank you very much for helping us. God Bless you…” and off she went. Obviously struck by the statement, I made a mental picture of her face and went back to work.

The following day we returned to Africa Greater Life and walked with the children to their individual beds to talk with them. As I was walking down the hill toward the girls’ dorm to speak with them, Topistar ran to me and grabbed my hand to show me her bed. I didn’t realize until I was with her talking that she was the same girl from the previous day. Needless to say, we are new friends. 🙂

Today during the birthday party, Topistar ran to sit beside me and was attached to my hip for the day. When she received her bible as one of her birthday gifts, she ran back to me and wanted to read to me from it. As we read, we talked about how much God loved her and how He knew her before she was born… as soon as her birth was mentioned, Topistar’s demeanor changed.

Soon enough, it was obvious that the topic bothering her was her birth and shortly thereafter a woman walked up to me and repeated “Wabale, Wabale, Wabale, Wabale…” (Lugandan for Thank You”)

Topistar began to tell me that the woman was her grandmother and that her mother had died some time ago. She has been living at Africa Greater Life for years. As we spoke, I asked her if she could write her name for me. As she wrote, I asked her to tell me about her life.

The following is word for word my letter from Topistar. Hopefully it will give some insight into why my heart is broken, and yet full…

my name is Namusisi Topistar.
i am 12 years old.
my brother is called david.
my mother is died when was sick.
my father is died when bad person killed.
my mother when died i am ever so young. (**here I asked her if she felt sad sometimes…to which she wrote in response:**)
i feel bad person see me write on paper.
my father is work in police
my father is have young child the bad man came and kill father’s child and father is fight with bad man
the bad man was kill my father
me and my brother david hide my father is left there.
me and david pastor is help us.

think you to help bring beds.

think you. God bless you.

I love you.

Bye Bye



I don’t know that there are sufficient words to follow this up with. We discussed what she can do when she feels sad and how tightly God holds her in those times- and yet our eyes glistened and my heart broke. Topistar’s story is so far from over, and I have no doubt that she is one of the committed hearts that the Lord searches all the earth for. “…He wants to make them strong.”(II Chron. 16:9)

Luckily, when I leave and return to the states, although my heart will break to leave my new friends, I will have comfort in a great big God who will still be with them.

We are leaving them, but He will not… because this is so much bigger than me, and He is so much bigger than this.

Kathryn



6 Comments on “Webale, Topistar.”

  1. Shelley

    Kathryn, you already know how incredibly proud of you we are. There are no words to express how I feel about what I just read. It brought me to tears. I am so humbled by what you are doing and have enjoyed reading about your experience. We love you. Steve, Shelley, and Landon

  2. Shelley

    Kathryn, you already know how incredibly proud of you we are. There are no words to express how I feel about what I just read. It brought me to tears. I am so humbled by what you are doing and have enjoyed reading about your experience. We love you. Steve, Shelley, and Landon

  3. Anonymous

    My heart swells with love and pride for you. I am in awe of what you are doing and have done. I am blessed to have you in my life and you are blessed to have had the experience that you have had.Again,we are proud of you and love you very much!

  4. Tracy Eubank

    Kathryn,
    It has been a long time since I have had streams of tears with such mixed emotions. I have always know that you were one of a kind and you just keep making me see how special you really are. Thank you so much for sharing your experience in such a beautiful way! Topistar will never forget you and it is clear that you will never forget her. You are such a shining light and I am so proud of you and the way that you see the world!
    Love you, Tracy E.

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